Wakaka friday marked the last day of my attachment and i am habing my holiday now.. feel like getting a job but i only can work for a month.. who will wanna employed mi!!


back to thurs i am working morning shift.. when i reached the ward i heard sumone crying.. i thought it was the patient who was crying but while we were passing report the stuff nurse told us, the patient of bed 22 hab past away.. she was the previous bed 24 who got discharge 2days ago.. she got a fall at home and her condition get worse when she reached the hospital.. later she died in the ward.. i did the last office wif one of the assistant nurse and one of my friend for her.. first time in my life i helped to clean for a died patient and the experiance was real bad.. that was veri sad!!



the reason she got admitted on tue was due to fall.. she also hab weakness of lower limb and a condition of dysuria.. every time she will request to go to the toilet but she jus cant pass any urine.. tat was quite frustrating!! so this patient got a fall was due to her condition dysruia not really so much of her weakness of limb.. although she stay wif her daughter and husband but they need to work so no one take care of her at home.. every time when she need to go to the toilet at home she hab to hold on to the funiture and walked to the toilet by herself.. unforturnatly she didnt manage to survive for the 2nd fall at home..


i am so sad.. if she didnt go on tue, she will still be alive cox whenever she want to go to the toilet we can bring her go.. but everything was too late!! who should we blame?? the doctor who discharge a patient by not introducing catheterisation.. the physio or occupational therapist who didnt do a good job.. or the family who jus leave her alone at home.. i dunno!! everything was jus too late!!